I would, in a heartbeat, drop my job for less hours and less pay if the offer of working for an adult company came along… hell I’d even consider working fore free. Not just because of the close match with extra curricular production hobby but also because, generally, across the board people that I have met in the industry have been some of the nicest, strongest people.

I doubt the opportunity will come, I’m almost certain it is just a wish, a hope. But how I long for it to be made reality, at present I feel as though I’m hiding who I really am and what it is I love to do, and not just because it turns me on, it’s a shame that so many would treat this part of me with disdain and allow it to tarnish the traits they have grown to like,  more so in my current employment given the difference in age and culture.

It is not like I can do to the job centre and promote my adult production skills but I really would do anything to work with a growing and exciting company… even clean the cummy toys and surfaces